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Okay, I just badly chipped not one but two of Patty's dishes, nice ones. I don't know what the hey is wrong with me, but it's just all the time. I don't pay attent to where I am, what I'm doing, or how I feel. I feel like a jerk, just getting on the internet here, and eating food. I do what I can to help, and do the dogsitting, but somehow it never feels right. Hell.

I was just typing up another entry with a manspam of Robert Downey Jr., and it's like, am I subconsciously feeling bad about that?

Okay, I don't know what the heck is going on in my subconscious, do I? If I did, the thoughts would be in my conscious mind.

Thursday morning where I live, a couple firefighters died, walked into a burning house and fell through the fire-weakened first floor to the basement. One of them is the son of our neighbors, who live directly across the street from us. His name is Brian Schira, went to the same high school as my brothers (Catholic, so sexes were separated). The couple who owned the burning house were raising pot behind a false wall in the basement, and the lamps they used for growing overheated and set the house on fire. The other firefighter killed was a woman, a captain. (Ex-Police: "Another Marijuana related death!")

There was a huge outpouring of sympathy, cars all but choking our street, emergency vehicles of all sorts stopping to pay respects to the family since the deaths. There were police stationed outside the house to both answer questions and protect the families privacy. I came over to Patty's last night, but imagine it's about the same now. The funeral was downtown at the cathedral. The news coverage was awesome.

Wish I could find the cartoon from the paper yesterday online, but no luck so far. And the dialup lack of speed is a bit discouraging.

I joined the [profile] thinkpositive30, which of course was in the LJ spotlight community. Think of at least one positive thing every day for 30 days. Even if I can't get online, I can still do it. I've tried that sort of thing, and it's been good. I do get discouraged or undisciplined or something, but might as well keep going for it.

Here's to more time on the 'net, at least for a few days. And no more damage, please god.
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