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afufleI just got this question from Gini about "what is it that we can do for you here? --Because I hear from you that you don't want to work, you don't feel like you'll ever be able to support yourself," yadda, yadda. Kind of like she was fed up. Well, what does she want? I just said I feel like that. But she wants me to apply for a disability--which I doubt I'll get. I didn't get a chance to say that I disagree with Dr. Cooper's assessment, that I only have a low-grade depression and that it sometimes spikes downward.
Anyway, it seems like she's (Gini has) a bug up her butt about something I've done or not done. This is the first time I've been there in two sessions that I haven't been sweating madly from rushing around like an idiot. That was basically through the whole sessions. Of course this is the first time it hasn't been really terribly HOT.
I'm thinking about going to see a movie -HPOA, since it's at the cheap theatre, and just paying the consequences later, not have enough to eat. Which I may not anyway. Well, something always comes up, and though I'd like to see HP again, not badly enough to worry about it this much. It's not the money now, it's not being able to go with anyone. That change came fast, didn't it?
I do have to get more food, and I'm not starving and do have vitamins. I guess I'm just worried because I had no means of support.
Anyway, it seems like she's (Gini has) a bug up her butt about something I've done or not done. This is the first time I've been there in two sessions that I haven't been sweating madly from rushing around like an idiot. That was basically through the whole sessions. Of course this is the first time it hasn't been really terribly HOT.
I'm thinking about going to see a movie -HPOA, since it's at the cheap theatre, and just paying the consequences later, not have enough to eat. Which I may not anyway. Well, something always comes up, and though I'd like to see HP again, not badly enough to worry about it this much. It's not the money now, it's not being able to go with anyone. That change came fast, didn't it?
I do have to get more food, and I'm not starving and do have vitamins. I guess I'm just worried because I had no means of support.
