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There was a bit of a thunderstorm this a.m. or I wouldn't be up this early,got up at 4:30 to shut windows. It was mostly coming straight down. I'm typing in notepad since I can't get on the web. Some window about updating ZoneCast came up--I clicked 'no' to an update. But the darn thing wouldn't takee no for an answer, wouldn't get off the screen. The system kept dialing, logging in, then dialing again. The NetZero home page never came up each time. Somehow I got it going again late last night, thought it'd be okay this morning, but no, same problem.

Sheesh. Then I burn not one but 2 batches of cinnamon biscuits. The smoke alarm goes off. LOUD, that thing is. As I was getting a chair so I could reach it, it went off. Good, because I didn't want to get any nearer that thing than I had too, it was unbearably loud.

Now the cat's on my lap. She's very affectionate, which is fine with me. Gets in the way occasionally, but that's life. Better that than no cat. Just about any time you're on the computer, she wants up on your lap. Cutie.

I let myself get dehydrated Wednesday. I was only drinking coffee, and I didn't drink water, which I know is not good. I trudged up one of the steepest hills in a hilly city, and was really shot when I got to the top, bought two smallish packets of cookies at a convenience store, when I'm sure I was more thirsty than hungry. I had to go to a therapy app't that day, and I'm sure I was putting that first before my own concerns, as though just worrying and showing up on time were going to help me more than staying healthy.

I felt just shot yesterday because of it, I think. Maybe because of going to Clint and Virginia's too. First time in a month. Left my sweathshirt there, too. Blankety-blank, & etc. I can't believe I did that. I guess I was thinking more about things out of order, things that don't really help, they just distract and worry. It feels kind of like panic, but not a full out panic attack.

Guess I'll try to get back to sleep now.
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