Direct, Organize and Overcome
Oct. 7th, 2004 03:43 pmHeaded over to Mom's after I'm done spamming up the web. She's gone for a while, so I'm still packin' my shiz. I want to move into this house, meaning I want to buy it. I don't have the details worked out by any means. The thing is I need money NOW to pay Linda. She's been paying the utilities and it just doesn't seem fair. I'm not working, but I suck at getting along with an out of the job house. I actually feel disoriented and get all worried and obsessed with stupid details. It's just weird.
And dangit, I sure could use a bit more money! o_O O_o
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edited to add more: I'm neither losing nor gaining weight, which is actually good. I have been meaning to hit a plateau for a while, even though I'm not where I want to be yet. I need to know I can hold it steady sincesome times my reductions occur very suddenly. I only want to lose a little at a time. Been the same weight for a year, though last year I was going up. That was before I was taking medication for depression. The first day I took it I felt less need for food. I just wasn't as hungry all of the time. I'm sure food gave me a bit of a rush, and made me feel less depressed. With a price to pay, of course. Embarassing escalation of weight, not to mention it didn't look so attractive.
And dangit, I sure could use a bit more money! o_O O_o
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edited to add more: I'm neither losing nor gaining weight, which is actually good. I have been meaning to hit a plateau for a while, even though I'm not where I want to be yet. I need to know I can hold it steady sincesome times my reductions occur very suddenly. I only want to lose a little at a time. Been the same weight for a year, though last year I was going up. That was before I was taking medication for depression. The first day I took it I felt less need for food. I just wasn't as hungry all of the time. I'm sure food gave me a bit of a rush, and made me feel less depressed. With a price to pay, of course. Embarassing escalation of weight, not to mention it didn't look so attractive.


